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Friday, April 25, 2008
man, i'm super tired and things aren't going very good.
i've been feeling weak these days and daydreaming alot. sad part, the guy i like thinks i'm desperate, which i'm clearly not... and secondly, i think he is ignoring me. man, i just wanna die right now. man, i want to hear his voice just once, you know hang out and stuff like tht. but oh well? OH! i got a call today from the acting agency called 'sitting in pictures' they said if i could come down for casting for season 2 of a drama in kids central it's kiddy i know but it's at least an opportunity(: haha anyway, i've been so busy. i've been drawing alot too, however no time to work on my 'creation' haha all the details and everything. but not till afer my exams. man i'm in desperate need of money. and you knoe something. yesterday, i was at tampines to meet a blogspot person, then this guy ran right in front of me, literally. it looked alot like this guy called shawn. *met him online. then whe i got back home and went online, i asked him if he was at tampines earlier and guess what! HE WAS! AWESOME HUH! weird thig was i saw him at the MRT but he said he was at the arcade...-_- oh well. i'll write in some other time. my sister desperately needs the computer now. catch ya later (: CHEESE, elws
Friday, April 18, 2008
hello hello!
haha long time never update already man... you know, i saw this guy at cosplay last year. he cosplayed this guy called sasuke from naruto... man, i don't what came over me... but i some how knew i was going to meet him again... i then met him on friendster. honestly, i think he is super awesome. although i think he thinks i'm like some despo... but actually... i guess i really like him, i tihnk about him like non-stop even though he doesn't know who i am. man, i'm feeling like a total screw up now... GOSH... the thing is, i've fallen for a guy whom i don't even know, other then his name, his hobby and maybe his e-mail, i know nuts about him... he is going to work at a cosplay store, and i'm so tempted to go see him, but i'll be like some bloody stalker... i can't really describe how i'm feeling right now. man, i hope i don't officially scare him. i hope we can at least get to hang out and finally cosplay together as friends(: he has no idea who the FREAKING hell i am. THAT IS THE BEST PART! i think he thinks i'm like some bloody LIAN. i hope he doesn't think that way, cause i'm totally not. but if he is attached, man my heart is gonna break... but i guess it's just part of life. i can't really help thinking about him. there's just this thing about him, that makes me so curious about, like he is sooo sweet. and he's nice and, in the end it all adds up to the same thing. however, i think he thinks my feelings for him aren't really a big deal. despite all, hope to see him at concourse. might be able to see him from at least from afar(: i don't think i'll actually have the guts to talk to him. i'll be wearing a kimono for tomorrow's church event. SUPER RANDOM. BUT ANYWAY! it's kinda fun "PRINCES AND PRINCESSES OF GOD" COOL HUH! haha i specially altered my kimono for it... and my cousins are in singapore visiting... it's going to be a short weekend... cause thats how it is when you're having fun time always tends to fly faster. anyway, i guess what i'm feeling now is kinda like a requited love that kinda thing... hmmm, maybe i will have inspiration to draw my own comic on a situation like this. it'll be pretty awesome. haha The girl could be called... i don't know, maybe...Ryuka Hawachi らいゆか はうえひ and the GUY could be like... Kyoto Yashimoto かいおつ やしゃいもつ i should get the designs and details out soon. Ryuka Hawachi<らいゆか はうえひ> Age: 16 Favourite colour: Purple Height: 5'4ft Weight: 45kg Eye Colour: Green Hair Colour: Light brown Hobbies: She loves to draw, sing and she has an obsession for Music Favourite Food: Cream Puffs Character: She is pretty much a que sara sara kinda person. Doesn't argue about life and is pretty easy about what comes to her.She however is very easily amused and always hangs around with her best friend Hideki Yoshida<ひでき よしゃいだ>. However, when she feels nervous she starts to sneeze. ALOT! Favourit Subjects: PE, Art Background: She is the only daughter and has an annoying older brother. Her father passed away many years back from a rare disease and soon developed a trauma of too losing her mother. She helps out at her mother's bakery store down the street and oftens sees Kyoto skating. One day when Kyoto came in to buy a birthday cake for his mother, Ryuka's liking for him grew instantly. However, she never got the chance to talk to him since she was nervous and started sneezing all the time.However, she has a best guyfriend called Kideki Yoshida who unknowingly happens to have a deep love for her. Apparantly, she doesn't find out about his feelings for her until much later. However, Ryuka's feelings for Kyoto were deep and could not bear to accept her bestfriends feelings and realised both felt a 'sibling' love for each other. Sadly, Ryuka came to know that Kyoto had a crush on the most popular girl in school and was determined to stay under the radar till he would one day give up on her. (to be updated) Kyoto Yashimoto<かいおつ やしゃいもつ> Age:16 Favourite Colour: Blue,White Height: 5'6ft Weight: 57kg Eye Colour: Brown Hair Colour: Red Hobbies: Sports, Gaming and Roller skating at the streets. Favourite Food: Tempura Udon Character: He is a game master-mind and he has an IQ of 185 and above.(this means he is pretty smart)However, he can be a real sweetheart. He loves sports and is often caught roller skating down the streets and is well liked by the shop owners. Favourite Subjects: PE, Math and Science Background: He was the only child in the family and was born into a family of wealth. His dad owned the school both Kyoto and Ryuka was studying in a d s couple or other schools. He happens to notice Ryuka when drops by her mother's bakery shop to get his mother a birthday cake. Although he too developes a unknown liking for her, he too has a HUGE crush on the most popular girl in school named Orohi Tsurata<おおおひ ちゃえた>. Later he gives up on Orohi after several aimless attempts and realises he's deep intrest in Ryuka.Soon he starts to chase Ryuka instead, however, he does not know if she felt the same way since her bestfriend already confessed his love for her. (to be updated) CHEESE!
Saturday, March 29, 2008
hello, this is the second day of mindchamps and it was great man. although it was pretty early, i didn't mind. they had this dancing thing and it was just amazing. then there was this malay guy there. he's cute but he is a year younger then me. however, he is like a head taller then me. he was appointed cheer leader, later that day i had no idea where he disappeared to. haha today was just insane okay. first at the begining of the day, when everybody first went in. everybody was like a piece of stone. and all the volunteers were like dancing like crazy. they installed clubbing lights and it was crazy like a fake MOS. haha i was dancing like crazy. then it came to one moment when everyone had to close their eyes and visualize your future. and i could see it. me, all grown up, happy and successful. then the thing that really brought me to tears was when my grown up version of me bent down and told me "estelle, i know you've people who don't believe in you, but this is what life is about, challenges.but i want you to know i'm always there for you. don't give up cause i know you're going to do great things" i know it sounds cheesy but it's true. iwas in tears man. truely, now i never wanna give up my dream in becoming and ACTRESS well so far i haven't worked anything on my 'orochimaru sister' idea because i was at course all day. so when the week starts i'll think of it, i'm thinking of taking monday off cause i'm going to be so tired man. HARDCORE la. haha hmmm, now i feel so energized. like i feel i could go mindchamps every sunday, haha well got to go sleep early, nighty night. CHEESE, elws
Friday, March 28, 2008
hello, it's friday finally! and that means i get to go home early from school. i was so wrong. i had this thing called mindchamps. it was suppose to yuo know help you study smart and stuff. it's really expensive so i hope it's effective i'm got mindchamps today from.. 5.30pm-9.30pm tomorrow will be from 8.30am-9.30PM! then sunday 9.00am-9.30PM! hardcore right. i totally agree with myself right now. i'm like trying to drag myself to go, you know self help. haha i headache today man. with cosfest drawing closer, i'm getting nervous tht i might not be able to get my coplsy costume in time. *grits teeth* man i'm so busy this weekend. i don't even get to have a breather. i wonder how vanessa managed to handle it. today i was like thinking if i should cosplay orochimaru sister next year. although he doesn't have one. i can create a character. Orochimaru's sister 'Orohi' cool huh. haha well it goes something like this. 'after orochimaru was killed. his sister orohi-san decided to seek vengence. she did not have pity for no one neither did she have sympathy. life was for her to end if they were in her way. he decides to take revenge and avenge her brother. She maybe younger, like garaa, she was weird and didn't have many friends. so losing a life was really nothing to her. She was sharp and fast unlike her brother, her to die was not an option.' thats all i've figured out so far. going to do rough sketches of her. i'll try my best. i've drawn tons of stuff, but this oughtta be interesting. haha. i'll upload it once i'm done, pinky swear. haha. well thats really all. school wasn't all awesome. i've gotta wake up early tmr morning man i'm going to be exhausted. CHEESE, elws
Thursday, March 27, 2008
hello it's thursday and tht basically means choir day(: well today i had 3 test in a row. math, social studies and then NAFA 2.4 man it was exhausting i'm so going to fail for SS i studied the wrong chapter and i'm 16 that means it's 'O' level year meaning every test counts. i'm so going to go nuts if i ever fail humanities. anyway, i'm pretty confident that i'm going to pass math. i've been revising:D NAFA 2.4 i passed. finally not a very big deal but you know'YAY ME!' haha i was suppose to perform for some investiture thing but apparantly, i felt kinda left out so i told mr teacher to let me go. maybe i should sing for his wedding instead. maybe(: haha Now kinda saving money for cosfest. if there is any because ther is like no sound for the mid-year cosplay. i'm getting kinda scared tht they might not have one. there has to be one! i'm already saving up and i'm going with my friends. doing on naruto this year. going to cosplay temari. she is like super awesome i love her big fan. but it's going to cost me at least $50. i don't care. haha. hoping someone buys the bleach costume soon. didn't use it in the end. waste my money. better to sell it to someone who wants it.(: CHEESE, elws
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
COSPLAY COSTUME(:  the costume is exactly the same as the picture. it's free size It costs $40 *it's already considered cheap. bought it for a hundread* I sell the shoes too(:  It fits girls foot like S-M(: $5 it's in great condition. I also sell a black kimono(right side) ,
wore it for cosplay 2007. it was really nice(: Cost me $180 selling at $100 Tag me if you're interested. kinda need the money. CHEESE, elws |
Estelle Lim
I'm not what you think i am
when i'm good, oh i'm real good.
but when i'm bad, i'm real bad.
I always wanted to know how
it's like to just stand on the highest building
the breeze never so alive.
just talking to you..theTALKS
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