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Saturday, March 29, 2008
hello, this is the second day of mindchamps and it was great man. although it was pretty early, i didn't mind. they had this dancing thing and it was just amazing. then there was this malay guy there. he's cute but he is a year younger then me. however, he is like a head taller then me. he was appointed cheer leader, later that day i had no idea where he disappeared to. haha today was just insane okay. first at the begining of the day, when everybody first went in. everybody was like a piece of stone. and all the volunteers were like dancing like crazy. they installed clubbing lights and it was crazy like a fake MOS. haha i was dancing like crazy. then it came to one moment when everyone had to close their eyes and visualize your future. and i could see it. me, all grown up, happy and successful. then the thing that really brought me to tears was when my grown up version of me bent down and told me "estelle, i know you've people who don't believe in you, but this is what life is about, challenges.but i want you to know i'm always there for you. don't give up cause i know you're going to do great things" i know it sounds cheesy but it's true. iwas in tears man. truely, now i never wanna give up my dream in becoming and ACTRESS well so far i haven't worked anything on my 'orochimaru sister' idea because i was at course all day. so when the week starts i'll think of it, i'm thinking of taking monday off cause i'm going to be so tired man. HARDCORE la. haha hmmm, now i feel so energized. like i feel i could go mindchamps every sunday, haha well got to go sleep early, nighty night. CHEESE, elws
Friday, March 28, 2008
hello, it's friday finally! and that means i get to go home early from school. i was so wrong. i had this thing called mindchamps. it was suppose to yuo know help you study smart and stuff. it's really expensive so i hope it's effective i'm got mindchamps today from.. 5.30pm-9.30pm tomorrow will be from 8.30am-9.30PM! then sunday 9.00am-9.30PM! hardcore right. i totally agree with myself right now. i'm like trying to drag myself to go, you know self help. haha i headache today man. with cosfest drawing closer, i'm getting nervous tht i might not be able to get my coplsy costume in time. *grits teeth* man i'm so busy this weekend. i don't even get to have a breather. i wonder how vanessa managed to handle it. today i was like thinking if i should cosplay orochimaru sister next year. although he doesn't have one. i can create a character. Orochimaru's sister 'Orohi' cool huh. haha well it goes something like this. 'after orochimaru was killed. his sister orohi-san decided to seek vengence. she did not have pity for no one neither did she have sympathy. life was for her to end if they were in her way. he decides to take revenge and avenge her brother. She maybe younger, like garaa, she was weird and didn't have many friends. so losing a life was really nothing to her. She was sharp and fast unlike her brother, her to die was not an option.' thats all i've figured out so far. going to do rough sketches of her. i'll try my best. i've drawn tons of stuff, but this oughtta be interesting. haha. i'll upload it once i'm done, pinky swear. haha. well thats really all. school wasn't all awesome. i've gotta wake up early tmr morning man i'm going to be exhausted. CHEESE, elws
Thursday, March 27, 2008
hello it's thursday and tht basically means choir day(: well today i had 3 test in a row. math, social studies and then NAFA 2.4 man it was exhausting i'm so going to fail for SS i studied the wrong chapter and i'm 16 that means it's 'O' level year meaning every test counts. i'm so going to go nuts if i ever fail humanities. anyway, i'm pretty confident that i'm going to pass math. i've been revising:D NAFA 2.4 i passed. finally not a very big deal but you know'YAY ME!' haha i was suppose to perform for some investiture thing but apparantly, i felt kinda left out so i told mr teacher to let me go. maybe i should sing for his wedding instead. maybe(: haha Now kinda saving money for cosfest. if there is any because ther is like no sound for the mid-year cosplay. i'm getting kinda scared tht they might not have one. there has to be one! i'm already saving up and i'm going with my friends. doing on naruto this year. going to cosplay temari. she is like super awesome i love her big fan. but it's going to cost me at least $50. i don't care. haha. hoping someone buys the bleach costume soon. didn't use it in the end. waste my money. better to sell it to someone who wants it.(: CHEESE, elws
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
COSPLAY COSTUME(:  the costume is exactly the same as the picture. it's free size It costs $40 *it's already considered cheap. bought it for a hundread* I sell the shoes too(:  It fits girls foot like S-M(: $5 it's in great condition. I also sell a black kimono(right side) ,
wore it for cosplay 2007. it was really nice(: Cost me $180 selling at $100 Tag me if you're interested. kinda need the money. CHEESE, elws Hello this is my first ever post in this blog. DUH. Well i don't really have anything happy in my life to share. I'm kinda geek. I love marvel comics. I love cosplay-ing I love to sing. I love to draw (alot) *i draw almost everywhere.* I prefer to be the bad guy. Cause in the end, it always boils down to me. I have really big dreams. i wanna be an actress but singapore's market is small so another useless dream that i'm chasing. I have 3 best friends I personally think i'm a big loser and i ought to be shot(: *sometimes i wish i could jump infront of the car, wonder how it feels like* teehee I prefer to unexplain myself i mean who in this world would blame themselves for big mistakes. I'd do anything for peace. I wish i could travel round the world and forget about my life in this god forsaken country. HOWEVER, I'm still somehow happy with what i have. i mean things couldn't get any worst right(: CHEESE!, elws |
Estelle Lim
I'm not what you think i am
when i'm good, oh i'm real good.
but when i'm bad, i'm real bad.
I always wanted to know how
it's like to just stand on the highest building
the breeze never so alive.
just talking to you..theTALKS
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