Estelle

man, i'm super tired and things aren't going very good.
i've been feeling weak these days and daydreaming alot.
sad part, the guy i like thinks i'm desperate, which i'm clearly not...
and secondly, i think he is ignoring me.
man,
i just wanna die right now.
man, i want to hear his voice just once, you know hang out and stuff like tht.
but oh well?
OH! i got a call today from the acting agency called 'sitting in pictures'
they said if i could come down for casting for season 2 of a drama in kids central
it's kiddy i know but it's at least an opportunity(:

haha

anyway,

i've been so busy.

i've been drawing alot too,

however no time to work on my 'creation'

haha

all the details and everything.

but not till afer my exams.

man i'm in desperate need of money.
and you knoe something.

yesterday, i was at tampines to meet a blogspot person,

then this guy ran right in front of me, literally.

it looked alot like this guy called shawn.

*met him online.

then whe i got back home and went online,

i asked him if he was at tampines earlier and guess what!

HE WAS!

AWESOME HUH!

weird thig was i saw him at the MRT but he said he was at the arcade...-_-

oh well.

i'll write in some other time.

my sister desperately needs the computer now.

catch ya later (:

CHEESE,

elws

hello hello!
haha
long time never update already man...
you know, i saw this guy at cosplay last year.
he cosplayed this guy called sasuke from naruto...
man, i don't what came over me... but i some how knew i was going to meet him again...
i then met him on friendster.
honestly, i think he is super awesome.
although i think he thinks i'm like some despo...
but actually...
i guess i really like him,
i tihnk about him like non-stop
even though he doesn't know who i am.
man, i'm feeling like a total screw up now...
GOSH...
the thing is, i've fallen for a guy whom i don't even know,
other then his name, his hobby and maybe his e-mail, i know nuts about him...
he is going to work at a cosplay store, and i'm so tempted to go see him,
but i'll be like some bloody stalker...
i can't really describe how i'm feeling right now.
man, i hope i don't officially scare him.
i hope we can at least get to hang out and finally cosplay together as friends(:
he has no idea who the FREAKING hell i am.
THAT IS THE BEST PART!
i think he thinks i'm like some bloody LIAN.
i hope he doesn't think that way,
cause i'm totally not.
but if he is attached, man my heart is gonna break...
but i guess it's just part of life.
i can't really help thinking about him.
there's just this thing about him,
that makes me so curious about,
like he is sooo sweet.
and he's nice and,
in the end it all adds up to the same thing.
however, i think he thinks my feelings for him aren't really a big deal.
despite all, hope to see him at concourse.
might be able to see him from at least from afar(:
i don't think i'll actually have the guts to talk to him.
i'll be wearing a kimono for tomorrow's church event.
SUPER RANDOM. BUT ANYWAY!
it's kinda fun "PRINCES AND PRINCESSES OF GOD"
COOL HUH!
haha
i specially altered my kimono for it...
and my cousins are in singapore visiting...
it's going to be a short weekend...
cause thats how it is when you're having fun
time always tends to fly faster.

anyway, i guess what i'm feeling now is kinda like a requited love that kinda thing...
hmmm, maybe i will have inspiration to draw my own
comic on a situation like this.
it'll be pretty awesome.
haha
The girl could be called...
i don't know,
maybe...Ryuka Hawachi らいゆかはうえひ
and the GUY could be like...
Kyoto Yashimoto かいおつやしゃいもつ

i should get the designs and details out soon.

Ryuka Hawachi<らいゆかはうえひ>

Age: 16

Favourite colour: Purple

Height: 5'4ft

Weight: 45kg

Eye Colour: Green

Hair Colour: Light brown

Hobbies: She loves to draw, sing and she has an obsession for Music

Favourite Food: Cream Puffs

Character: She is pretty much a que sara sara kinda person. Doesn't argue about life and is pretty easy about what comes to her.She however is very easily amused and always hangs around with her best friend Hideki Yoshida<ひできよしゃいだ>. However, when she feels nervous she starts to sneeze. ALOT!

Favourit Subjects: PE, Art

Background: She is the only daughter and has an annoying older brother. Her father passed away many years back from a rare disease and soon developed a trauma of too losing her mother. She helps out at her mother's bakery store down the street and oftens sees Kyoto skating. One day when Kyoto came in to buy a birthday cake for his mother, Ryuka's liking for him grew instantly. However, she never got the chance to talk to him since she was nervous and started sneezing all the time.However, she has a best guyfriend called Kideki Yoshida who unknowingly happens to have a deep love for her. Apparantly, she doesn't find out about his feelings for her until much later. However, Ryuka's feelings for Kyoto were deep and could not bear to accept her bestfriends feelings and realised both felt a 'sibling' love for each other. Sadly, Ryuka came to know that Kyoto had a crush on the most popular girl in school and was determined to stay under the radar till he would one day give up on her. (to be updated)

Kyoto Yashimoto<かいおつやしゃいもつ>

Age:16

Favourite Colour: Blue,White

Height: 5'6ft

Weight: 57kg

Eye Colour: Brown

Hair Colour: Red

Hobbies: Sports, Gaming and Roller skating at the streets.

Favourite Food: Tempura Udon

Character: He is a game master-mind and he has an IQ of 185 and above.(this means he is pretty smart)However, he can be a real sweetheart. He loves sports and is often caught roller skating down the streets and is well liked by the shop owners.
Favourite Subjects: PE, Math and Science
Background: He was the only child in the family and was born into a family of wealth. His dad owned the school both Kyoto and Ryuka was studying in a d s couple or other schools. He happens to notice Ryuka when drops by her mother's bakery shop to get his mother a birthday cake. Although he too developes a unknown liking for her, he too has a HUGE crush on the most popular girl in school named Orohi Tsurata<おおおひちゃえた>. Later he gives up on Orohi after several aimless attempts and realises he's deep intrest in Ryuka.Soon he starts to chase Ryuka instead, however, he does not know if she felt the same way since her bestfriend already confessed his love for her. (to be updated)

CHEESE!